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Holy Thursday: Examination


0100359_christ-the-servantWhat does it mean to examine something but to look deep and see if there is something wrong and if there is, a cure is available.

As I contemplate this Holy Thursday, the words of the disciples come to my heart. The beginning of the examination of conscious. After the fact of the sin, the harm we cause, can not be changed, but is forgiven. Driving us, not to commit that harm ever again on another. 

Is it I, Lord? And another asked, is it I Lord? Is it I Lord? Humility asks if I have caused harm and seeks to rectify it. Pride does not. All but one, returned to our Lord, to ask pardon for having inflicted harm on Him.  One, did not and took the Bread of Life into his own hands. Not turning back to Christ, but away from Him.  

All of us have betrayed our Lord . All of us. All of us have. Its called sin.  The difference is, we are still here and have a choice to turn back like the rest of the twelve did, through The Sacrament of Reconciliation, thus enabling us to receive our Lord again, in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.  

After this, and the leaving of Judas, we find our Lord already washing the feet of those who would turn back to Him.  Proving again, He loved us first. The question that remains to be answered? Do you love Him?

Before the feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come
to pass from this world to the Father.
He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end.
The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over.
So, during supper, 
fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power 
and that he had come from God and was returning to God, 
he rose from supper and took off his outer garments.
He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
Then he poured water into a basin 
and began to wash the disciples’ feet and dry them with the towel around his waist.

 

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Holy Week – Building Up Again


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The out pouring of hearts in regards to the burning of Notre Dame Cathedral has been a silent moment of pure grace, in which I pray we all hold on to. Notre Dame, intercede for us.

 

I find myself pondering this moment, in regards to how many times we burn ourselves down by our sins, becoming nothing but heaps of ash, and therefore repenting, turning back to our Lord, we come to realize with His grace, it is He who remains unscathed, to rebuild the temple within us back up, “I Am reminded: “Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.”, as He has created us to be. Lent begins with ash, and ends with Resurrection.

Its not worth getting upset about what Notre Dame may look like after it is rebuilt as they petition the architects to come together.. What matters is if our Lord is present. I ponder Cardinal Nguyen Van Thuan and how he turned the concentration camp in Vietnam into a cathedral and the palm of his hand into an altar. He turned his shirt pocket into a tabernacle.

Even as many were amazed at him—
so marred were his features,
beyond that of mortals
his appearance, beyond that of human beings— Isaiah 52:14

Something else grabbed my attention today.

For all the people complaining about all that money being pledged to rebuild Notre Dame Cathedral and NOT to feed the poor, it was not Jesus who said that, but Judas.

The Anointing at Bethany.

Then Judas the Iscariot, one [of] his disciples, and the one who would betray him, said,“Why was this oil not sold for three hundred days’ wages* and given to the poor?”He said this not because he cared about the poor but because he was a thief and held the money bag and used to steal the contributions.e

The building is the house of the Community where the Church comes together to feed the hungry. “He said, “Go into the city to a certain man and tell him, ‘The teacher says, my appointed time draws near; in your house I shall celebrate the Passover with my disciples.” The building belongs to the French Gov. The Vatican gives what it has. Just as anyone else, who can give what they can.

Today, this Tuesday of Holy Week, is the day before “Spy Wednesday”.  The day in which Judas, after turning his back on the Light, grabbed hold of his idol in the dark instead and sold our Lord for thirty pieces of silver. We all may want to ponder what that 30 pieces of silver bought him, and keep our Lord.

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 Giovanni Canavesio (1450 – 1500) , hanged Judas

 

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Oh Lord…. Notre Dame!


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Oh Lord…. Notre Dame is on fire. Its bad…

 

I am reminded: “Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.”

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Although heartbreaking, be at peace.

Lord Jesus Christ, may we move closer to You and unite our suffering to Your suffering, for the conversion of hearts. In all our heartbreak, it is You, O Lord who remain for all time and all eternity. Amen

Prayers for all.

Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.
Patience obtains all things
Whoever has God lacks nothing;
God alone suffices.

— St. Teresa of Avila

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Pondering Two Cups: Salvation And Wrath


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Two Cups

As I sit and pray during this Palm Sunday at Holy Mass, after receiving our Lord, my mind turned to the Cup of Salvation.

What exactly is the Cup of Salvation, I pondered.

As I sat in prayer, my heart grabbed on to Life in Christ. The Cup of Salvation being the Cup of Life given to the only begotten Son. His Life! As I pondered more, the cup of wrath came to my thoughts. Wrath being what comes to us, when we do not live in Christ. When we do our own will. When we disregard the other. This came, as we have free will, with a choice to make.  Wrath? Or Salvation?

I pondered more deeply, how wrath has been my way (sinfulness) in this world without our Lord, and how Salvation is what we work on as we continue to drink His cup. As we take on His Life, passing over our own, therefore with His joy and His peace, the wrath we deserve, has already been paid.

Thank you Lord, I love You too.

 

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Palm Sunday 2019


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 “The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified.” John 12:23

Let us remember this holy week, to always sing  Hosanna in the highest! and refrain from chanting Crucify Him!, daily in our dealings with others. May we remember always the face of our Lord, keeping Him always in mind, body and spirit. Let us go with Him to the cross, and be crucified with our Suffering Messiah in Love with Him.

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Full text of Benedict XVI: ‘The Church and The Scandal of Sexual Abuse’


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I ask my readers to please, please read the full text at Catholic News Agency 

Its a must.

Edit to add 4/11/19 8:12 AM

After reading it:

The entire writing in his words, is thought provoking. Heart moving. I need time to read it a few times, ponder & pray before commenting

EDIT TO ADD: 4/11/19 @ 5:15 PM

In reading his letter, I remembered my post from 2015:

The Temptation Of The Sexual Revolution

 

 

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His Support Bridge


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Have you ever looked at our Lord on the cross and thought about Him being the support to cross the chasm into eternal life?

This morning before Holy Mass, as I sat in prayer, my eyes fixed on our Lord on the cross, and I began to think about His body as the support holding the bridge, which souls cross over into heaven.

If you have ever looked at a bridge head on, the supports beneath it, hold up the life that crosses over.

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The photo above of the Brooklyn Bridge, you can see how another support is needed. As I pondered our Lord as the Bridge to eternal life, I also seen myself crucified with Him, as all who follow Him are to be. What we the faithful are commanded by our Lord to do, is to hold up our end of the bargain in this life. As I pondered Him on the cross, holding up my end of the bargain simply means to believe, and live the faith that has been given to us from the beginning. Never letting go of His hand and clinging to Him in such a way to ensure the Bridge does not collapse and becomes impassable.

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The  impassable bridge is the one in which the soul has completely let go of our Lord’s hand, and has taking things into their own hands. Presuming to be greater than our Lord and His sacrifice. Presuming to be able to pass in another way in which our Lord has not.

It was an amazing through to me this morning. To see that all of us are a support for one another in exile, is to see each soul being built in the image of Christ. Therefore we must hold up our end of the barging in this life, where we have been placed, in our family, as if we let go of His hand, the fallen span for others becomes more treacherous and not made simpler for our neighbor.

On this Laetare Sunday, the forth Sunday of Lent, let us remember that our lives are not about us, but rather all of us.

Blessed is the man who perseveres in temptation,* for when he has been proved he will receive the crown of life that he promised to those who love him.”

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